O V E R W H E L M E D

Friends. It’s 2:30 in the morning and I can’t sleep. Fear is sneaking in and my heart is unsettled. I gotten up multiple times to check on my babies, something I haven’t done in a few years. I was actually thankful when Em cried and I brought her to our bed. It is taking everything in me not to just go get Hudson and also bring him to our bed. There is so much uncertainty in our current situation and I’m afraid it is only the beginning. 

I’m praying hard but the devil is trying harder to pull me down. So if you’re up, I ask that you not only say a prayer for me but for all the other mommas out there who are struggling with all of this.